One Phat Grrl

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Sunday, May 02, 2004

Going, going.......gone

This has got to stop.

I've been having crying jags (as I like to call them) all day long. I've cried because not only did James not call me yesterday (he said Friday he would--which coincidentally (or not) enough was right after we had the fight from Friday) and he did not call tonight either. Guess I'm being punished.

I cried because everything has been so different since I moved in December. Everything in my life has changed so drastically.

I've cried because I'm starting week three of not having a job.

I've cried because my dog just can't or won't act right. I think he picks up my stress..is that possible?

I've cried because I feel so alone. Like I can't talk to anyone. Like no one would understand.

Oy. I'm going to bed.